Well, hello (again) ... It's really nice to see you.  Glad you decided to stop by..  Anyway ... I've been THINKING again ... and I've decided that it might be a good idea to write this little luv note ... just to make sure we are all on the same page.  If you know me then you might know about my journey here ... if you don't, and you're interested ... might I suggest you read my series of EXPERIMENT posts ... I will warn you ... its a long read but you will gain valuable insight on me.  If you're here, my guess is you've already read them ... so let's move on.
In my time here, I have gradually come out of my shell ... and while I still lurk, I am much easier to draw out of the shadows.  You'll see me hanging out in kinky chat enjoying those (oh so hot) gifs and the flirty conversation.... and I've been known to hang out in the control room either sniping links or dropping them ... NOW ... a wonderful side benefit to indulging in all these things is I seem to be a tad bit more visible and therefore I've made quite a few friends ... all kinds of friends... friends that like to chat, friends that like to play, friends that are asking for advice, friends that like to make me cum and friends that like to dom me too.  And each and every friend is different and provides some kind of joy for me (orgasmic or not).
Now one thing you NEED to know about me is that I am honest.  I wasn't always, but I've learned that it is absolutely critical here.  So I think there are TWO people out there that I told I was 36 years old ... that's a lie ... and not true.  I apologize... we can revisit the question if you care to.  But now that THAT is out in the open ... let's get back to my little luv note ...
In the spirit of being honest ... I'm just going to lay everything out there... take it or leave it. 
I am thoroughly enjoying the time I spend here ... if I'm honest, I luv a lot of the people and everything is just so fascinating to me.  I am basking in the attention I get on here sometimes and I'm flattered beyond measure at the people that would like to spend time with me.  If you know me ... I've probably asked you point blank ... why?  Why do you like playing/chatting/spending time with me and to be honest I still don't get it BUT I have decided to just enjoy it ... hey if u weren't getting anything out of it ... then why would u keep cumming back?  Right?  So I'm going to stop asking that question and just move on from there and enjoy it.
So what's the problem?   Well ... I think everybody is getting a little CRAY CRAY.  Let me explain  ... oh ... and for the record ... I do NOT have a dom.  There seems to be some confusion about that ... so as far as I know ... that isn't the case.  Now I LUV playing with doms ... as I am a sub ... and doms just give me the tingles.  But I do have playmates that do NOT dom me at all ... and we can also share pleasurable things.  I am NOT a one trick pony ... I can be whatever you want me to be ... lol ... I will always play my role and I always try to be a good girl. 
But I have run into a couple of issues ... allow me to explain.  No one has ever seriously discussed an exclusive type of relationship with me on here ... and I don't take you saying my pussy belongs to you in the heat of play as a binding contract.  It's not that I wouldn't consider it under the right circumstances... I think most subs probably long to have a dom collar them ... but that's not something that u just say ... at least not to somebody like ME ... I take this stuff seriously... so be careful of what you say..  I will be honest with you always ... but you need to let me know exactly what your expectations are.  It's not fair to punish me or even reprimand me if it's not something that we REALLY agreed to.  I have taken my punishments (and enjoyed most of them) but the reprimands are hard on my heart.  I know it's just role play and what not but I HATE disappointing people and when I'm reprimanded I just feel so unhappy ... so IF you want to play with me ... you need to know what you want from me and communicate it ... if we can't get to an agreement then we should part as friends ... IF you want something exclusive... like I said ... I'm willing to listen ... but understand WHAT you are asking me to give up and be prepared for the responsibilities that come with such an ask.  I don't think that's too much for me to ask.  I believe I am well worth the effort.  If you are still in my DMs ... u may disagree... but putting this note out there just may get me dropped from a couple lists ... so there may be hope yet.
Well, that's it ... I hope I didn't come off as a stuck up bitch... because really, I'm not, but I just want to continue having fun here without it taking such a toll on my heart.
As always ... thanks for stopping by ... hope to see you around... 😘