Hi all, 

In the day I live life as a regular straight dude but at night, I like transform myself into a beautiful girl and look pretty.

After a recent confusing event at a house party. I'm kinda questioning how straight I am and increasingly curious about guys.

It's hard because I have a gf who is extremely conservative and wouldn't understand, I'm hoping to explore this curiosity online? In a very discreet manner if that's cool. Not looking for judgment, just a guide.