This is a follow-on post from a challenge I am doing for the months of September and October. You can find the original start to this thread here https://lovenselife.com/article/1694452347500

Something happened, I don’t know what, but my key holder Goddess, gained enough experience

points and levelled up. Either that or she used cheat code up up down down left right left right B A

and got the dominance chest unlocked. 😆 Since then, she has certainly started pushing the Domme sub

dynamic between us more. To understand why that’s significant I will explain a bit more about our dynamic.

Me and my Goddess haven’t known each other long and we met here on this site after a silly game

of truth or dare (thanks S(.)(.)) we got chatting and hit it off. My Goddess is new to this world of kink,

so I offered her the opportunity to experience being a dominant as my keyholder for the duration of

the experiment I was planning for these two months. A big thing I know,😳 asking someone to hold

your key isn't a small thing and it requires trust and understanding between the parties involved. I

was just fortunate that me and my Goddess just clicked when we first started chatting, so I had

absolutely no hesitation given her my key. Meanwhile she had been told or was led to believe that

she was a submissive so in a few of the interactions we had, I was her Dom, and she took to that

really well. So, at the start of the experiment, you can imagine she wasn’t very Domme.

Luckily, she’s awesome and a quick learner, and she had a man with a plan.🤓 We share a cloud storage

area where I set up a resource for her, detailing the lock setup, objectives, limits, fantasies, tasks and

many other things. This gave her a great insight into me, to know how hard she can push me, what

turns me on and how to, if necessary, punish me. Now I know what your all thinking, that Rec is

topping from the bottom and your right to some extent and we did have that discussion after the

first punishment was issued and I may have supplied some creative ideas which did not go down

well. So, we both agreed she was right I was wrong 😆 but joking aside we both agreed

communication is important and discussion before and after a task was essential to know if it was

impactful and had the desired effect.

There is one major thing of this experiment she disagrees with though, and that is my desire to do

the 62 days without cumming whereas Goddess wants to make me cum all the time XD. Which has

led to some disagreements over the few weeks I've been locked as she tries to understand why I

want to be denied.

Although she was tentative and unsure at first, it's like now all that uncertainty has gone away and

she wants to push to do new things and in doing so push me. But that’s not how this week started, it

started with me very much being in charge. We had recently acquired my Goddess a spreader bar as

she had expressed an interest in bondage and being tied down, so we decided on the bar is a nice

entry level device. So Saturday after my Goddess had woken up, we got her setup for her first time

in bondage. I got her to put on the cuffs first and get used to the feel, they are lockable but didn’t

lock them on this time. Then I had her adjust the bar so that it was comfortable for her first time,

keeping her legs apart but not ridiculously spread, and then we went with lush and ferri. We went

through 5 positions in total with the bar, starting with the hardest to hold and ensuring my Goddess

cummed in each position before moving on. She said the feeling of not being able to close her legs

was driving her wild and making it far easier for her to climax. On the 5th orgasm though and with

her legs shaking we called it a day for the bar so as not to spoil it. However, I knew my Goddess

wanted more orgasms, so we took off the bar but left the cuffs on and swapped lush and ferri for

Nora. Goddess unlocked my cage and I grabbed Calor,😏 I instructed my Goddess that she didn’t need to request to cum from me and then started to go to town on her pussy with the Nora as my Calor

sent her the vibes. Now that ladies and gentlemen was a hard edge, as her clamping down on nora

sent my vibrations wild. When I got her up to her 10th cum of the session and she lay there panting

and exhausted I asked if she wanted to stop and her answer was “No not till I make you cum,

*giggles*” I was like oh fuck. I was close and was holding back hard but, in my mind, I had one

option. Push her to a white flag where she is too exhausted to carry on before I cum, so I continued

to stroke with the Calor and told her to hold Nora deep. On the 13th Cum she white flagged, my cock

was throbbing and so sensitive to the touch, but I made it. Some virtual cuddles and kisses ensued as

I made sure she was alright and got the feeling back to her legs, which gave me enough time to calm

down and shrink enough to get locked back in my cage. Exhausted, horny as hell and denied. I did

tell her to leave on the cuffs though so she could get used to them throughout the day as we played

and chatted about bondage and how the play went today.

The sunday was a bit of the same with me pushing the play with the spreader bar a little further,

locking on the cuffs this time and making her extend the bar way past her comfortable position, so

she was stretched and left feeling helpless after feedback from the day before. But it was the

evening it happened; it must have been something in Goddess’s evening where she levelled up🤔

When she woke, I was already halfway through my working day and enjoying the luxuries of working

from home. She had already checked on my chaster app and had seen that I had been keeping on

top of my tasks. When she checked in on me on the lovense app she told me she had a need to peg

me, obviously i didn’t complain and said “right now? Where do you want me?” 😆 But instead, we

agreed a time which worked with hers and mines work schedule and she told me to set up the sex

machine ready and show her a video of it all working so she could understand the controls and how

it reacted as she hadnt controlled one before. Now my sex machine is not Lovense its HISMITH but it

works in exactly the same fashion with an APP and links and she was happy that I had a local kill

switch if needed at my end. She also took the time to decide on the dildo she was going to fuck me

with 🤪. My workday then finished, and she instructed me to carry out my chores dressed as a maid

until she was ready. So, I quickly rushed around getting everything done and finished setting up the

machine ready.

When she was ready, she called me, I didn’t have time to change so there I was on all fours on the

bed in high heels, with my maid skirt exposing my butt to the machine, as my head was buried into

the pillow and diamo and cage hanging below my spread legs. Goddess told me that I was not to

cum unless I ask properly and am given permission to and if I was starting to edge and getting close I

was to say 8 and if im right on the edge to say 9. She gave me a minute to get myself ready as I lubed

the dildo and eased back onto it, letting it slide into my butt as I let out a massive moan. She then

started, the machine slowly moving as the dildo pushed further inside me, my eyes widening and

moan getting louder as she whispered in my ear, “that's a good princess, take my cock”. I obviously

thanked her and told her to fuck my boi pussy, as any good sub would do, as she started it thrusting

faster all the while the diamo buzzing my cage and balls. I was super glad we agreed on the depth of

the thrust first of about 2 ½", the cock felt massive when it was fully buried deep inside me causing

me to moan loudly, im sure the neighbours heard. My Goddess did excellent control though,

working me fast and slow and giving me breaks from the thrusting so that she could make me wiggle

onto the dildo for her. Whenever I was getting close I shouted 8 and then a 9 when I was too close

and she would stop and let me back off the edge. Shouting things in my ear like “take it princess”

and “say how bad you want my cock” as I shouted back “fuck me hard Goddess, I'm yours to use”.

When she demanded I smacked my arse for her, I couldn’t do it quick enough, making a resounding

slap which echoed down the phone, resulting in a “Good Princess” from Goddess and a red hand print to my butt. She fucked my arse for close to 40 minutes, her speaking words of reassurance to

me and commands whilst I just moaned down the phone to her as I tried to play with her lush when I

could concentrate. Goddess got what she wanted out of me though, I pleaded with her to let me

cum and I'm sure with a grin on her face she said NO and backed off the thrusting. She is such a

minx. Goddess’s next meeting was coming up, so whilst I fell into a puddle on the bed🤤🤤, Goddess

switched to nora so that I could finish her off😈 before the meeting and then during her meeting we

texted whilst I recovered so that she could check that I was ok and we could chat about how it went.

I was shocked when she said she had got it up to over 60% on the machine. I had set a max limit of

40 but when we had to reset the link part way through, the limit reset to 100%. At the end my boi

pussy had been thoroughly fucked and used, my legs were jelly and I was breathless and I loved

every minute of it, thanking my Goddess for giving me the through fucking I defiantly needed. My

Goddess very much enjoyed her first pegging experience, although long distance and has spurred

her on to start looking for her own strap-on 😆 That was the first time I had trusted someone

enough to use the machine on me remotely and I'm glad it was with my Goddess who took the time

to make sure it was enjoyable for both of us.

The next couple of days, my Goddess was much more assertive, assigning tasks in the app and

demanding certain things from me. But she was keen to try more, so on the Thursday she looked

through the bondage section of tasks and enquired about the frog tie.

If you're not sure what a frog tie is (sometimes called a leg bow tie), it's when you lay on your back

and your ankle is pulled up to your thigh and tied off against it, and then your knees tided down,

keeping you splayed flat on the bed and very easily accessible. This isn't an easy rope tie, with some

intricate knots and tight ties so always play safe and have some safety scissors to hand. I have been

doing rope bondage / Shibari for years, but I still keep scissors to hand just in case, but the frog tie is

a nice strict tie you can do on yourself, for immobilising your legs.

So after discussion with my Goddess, we agreed on how we would approach the task, I could

prepare most of it myself to a point where I was still mobile. I had set up a camera mount directly

above the bed and I had rope tied the domi to the front of my cage as well as wearing my hush and

diamo. We trailed a few video calls and what I learned from this is my wireless headsets are shit so

I'm defiantly going to have to get a good set of those. I was also required to submit a verification

photo of my task today in Chaster so Goddess came up of the idea of her screen shotting the video

call so once I was in position, I wrote the unique number on my chest in lipstick, and she captured

the moment. Technology then continued to fail us and we ended up abandoning the video call and

just going for audio before I finally got fully tied down

Audio turned out to be more than enough for my Goddess as she heard me fight against my bonds

as she teased my boi pussy with the hush and made my caged clitty throb with the domi. My

Goddess certainly knows how to edge the fuck out of me as she backed off at the right time and

pushed me when I needed pushing. She got what she wanted in the end though, Me pleading with

her to cum, just so she could say no. We had set the timer locks for 30 minutes the time came and

went, and she was still edging me, but her next meeting was coming up so she finished the edging

and released me from my bonds. Yet again horny as hell and denied. She had certainly done a good

job, I was leaking precum from my cage, my whole body was exhausted from fighting against my

bonds and in need of some rest before I got up and tided everything away. But wow what an

experience it ended up being.

During the week a few tasks popped up which had me engaging with you lovely people of the

Lovenselife community, these involved Grabbing 15 links in toy control and posting Gifs that my Goddess likes in Kinky Chat. Now I explained before that I have a Dom side, and being in a constant

state of arousal and hornyness apparently it brings out my Dom side a lot. So, when I chatted to my

Goddess about what some of you naughty people asked me to do to them in toy links and

subsequently did, well let's just say she was less than impressed. I'm going to say here and Goddess

will of course disagree that it's not all my fault, there is no way I'm snipping a Girls link in toy control,

you all have super computers with terabit connection, or something cause those girl links are gone

before they appear. Which means I'm sniping M4A and some of you buggers are kinky AF, so if you

ask me to call you a slut and tell you to slap your ass then I will 😆.

However I digress, because I am meant to be acting submissive for the two months, My Goddess put

some restrictions on my Domming of others which I understand and can see that I was getting out of

hand, So now I have to ask permission first before I start Domming any new people and I get a quota

I can use on links.

I will say though, I found out recently that she felt she was getting more of my sub side than my dom

side so was a little jealous of others who just got my dominant, so we adjusted the rules slightly to

allow me to dom her more. But I get it, dealing with a submissive is a lot, I am constantly confirming

with her tasks and things I have done or need to do as a sub, so I understand she needs more of a

dominant side from me more of the time.

Well, I hope you enjoyed this week's instalment and onwards to the end of my 62 days with diamo.

As always if you have any questions or tasks for me that you want us to consider then please leave a

comment below or DM me. Mine are always open

Stay kinky people

Rectitude